Zoe - Date Night
Released: December 20, 2016
“I love my boyfriend and I know he has a strong testimony, but recently he has been really pushy about the physical stuff. I trust him not to go too far — he wants us to get married in the temple one day. But when two people love each other as much as we do, the temptation to express that love physically is really strong. I’m afraid eventually we’re going to give in and do something we’ll regret for the rest of our lives. So I’ve started looking for excuses for us not to be alone together, like going on group dates, but he just won’t stop. He has even started coming into my bedroom alone, even though I told him I don’t think that’s a good idea. It’s not like he’s the only one who’s tempted to break the law of chastity. I want to have sex as badly as he does. Sometimes when we’re kissing, I get so turned on I hardly notice if he puts a hand on my breasts or on my crotch. And sometimes I do notice and I don’t resist. The other day he rubbed my groin while we made out, and I got so wet that I think he felt it on his hand. It’s not fair, but I feel like it’s my responsibility to make sure that things don’t go too far. He can’t control himself when he’s around me. I know how aroused he gets, because I’ve felt his erection pressing against my leg when we kiss too long. I love him too much to jeopardize his worthiness to enter the temple. We’re going on a date tonight, and this time I’m going to let him know once and for all that I’m not going to do anything more until we’re married in the temple.”
